I'm so done trying for you, for you
I'm so done trying for you, for you
I just don't know what to do, what to do
Leave me with cuts and so bruised, so bruised
Leave me in the black now
Feelings in the back now
Fade into the background for you
Leave me in the past now
This will never last now
I just wanna back out, so true
I'm losing myself and I'm losing my worth
Not a blessing, a curse
I'm dying
All of your actions, they hurt
And I'm still getting worse
All I can say is I'm trying
I don't know what to say
I'm so lost and afraid of the games that you play
Day in and day out, walking on eggshells
Trying not to mess things up
Fade in and fade out of who I am
Just to be who you wanna love
Crosses in flames, I can feel all your hate
For you I've lost all of my trust
Battling us, and I'm giving up
I really should've trusted my gut
Fell in your trap, I got lost in your lust
I could see when things were starting to get rough
Stockholm syndrome, stuck in this home
Waking up in the morning's got tough
Feeling so low, riding solo
I know for you I will never be enough
I'm so done trying for you, for you
I'm so done trying for you, for you
I just don't know what to do, what to do
Leave me with cuts and so bruised, so bruised
Leave me in the black now
Feelings in the back now
Fade into the background for you
Leave me in the past now
This will never last now
I just wanna back out, so true
I'm losing myself and I'm losing my worth
Not a blessing, a curse
I'm dying
All of your actions, they hurt
And I'm still getting worse
All I can say is I'm trying

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Writer(s): Zakarius Jones