Woah woah ooh
(Ay yo Ran, turn that up)
Mhmm
Guru
Ayy ay
Why the motherfucker just left me
Why the motherfucker just left me
Why the motherfucker just left me
Why the motherfucker just left me
If I die today what would you say about me
If I live tomorrow would you hang around me
Why the motherfucker just flexin'
Why the motherfucker didn't help me
Suicidal thoughts and depression
I was really living unhealthy
If I die today what would you say about me
All that love I give how could you be without me
I been really counting my blessings
I done told God my confessions
Why my homeboy wanna cross me
I fed him I guess he just wanted some seconds
I done really been in here stressing
My problems not too many know bout em
Most people think that I don't got em
They see success, and the drip, and the ice
That ain't even 10% of my life
My granny be sick way too often
I keep on dreaming 'bout her coffin
Me and my sister ain't talkin'
You on yo butt just like Boston
I'm running until I'm exhausted
My life is what it might cost me
To get where I'm going
On the pursuit of happiness
I keep dreaming on some married shit
I'm on one knee just like Kaepernick
Love of my life just ain't having it
Then I wake up from this shit
Hope that ain't it
Karma keep calling my name
I keep on puffin' this shit
While holding a stick
2020 Brought some change
For me it brought clarity
Heightened my senses
America racist and I'm living in it
If Imma die Imma die living fly
I just cannot stop questioning why
Why the motherfucker just left me
Why the motherfucker just left me
Why the motherfucker just left me
Why the motherfucker just left me
If I die today what would you say about me
If I live tomorrow would you hang around me
Why the motherfucker just flexin'
Why the motherfucker didn't help me
Suicidal thoughts and depression
I was really living unhealthy
If I die today what would you say about me
All that love I give how could you be without me
I'm writing my will in my 20s
I'm nervous to see my own ending
My skin color look just like Henny
She drunk off my melanin
It is no telling when our connection will be finished
Speaking of Will I hope she don't pull Jada moves
I can't play dumb, I can't play the fool
I am a elephant I won't forget it if you really did it
I can't live life on no petty shit
I still put syrup in my beverages
I'm trying to use all my leverage
I get torn down for my heritage
My underwear came with carriages
Horses on me I got forces on me
Not talking 1s but the ones that be evil
I made some plays right by the Boll Weevil
Enterprise Alabama be my people
I just seen a dope feind cry
She said if she quit it she'll die
Made me really think about my life
Am I living it right
Everytime I look into your eyes
I can see the truth and see the lies
Motherfuckers switch I ain't surprised
But I'm still asking y'all why
Why the motherfucker just left me
Why the motherfucker just left me
Why the motherfucker just left me
Why the motherfucker just left me
If I die today what would you say about me
If I live tomorrow would you hang around me
Why the motherfucker just flexin'
Why the motherfucker didn't help me
Suicidal thoughts and depression
I was really living unhealthy
If I die today what would you say about me
All that love I give how could you be without me
Ooouuuuuuu oooouuuuu

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Writer(s): Jourdan McGowan