i'd always dreamed of it
that one day i'd make a hit
to defend myself against myself
sang all the way to school when i was a little girl
i knew i was from another world
sometimes i see her sunbathed in the window
and those childhood feelings pour down on my head
i hear a happy song and though i never could write one
to describe the way i feel when blue shadows fight
in our white apartment
i know they're real
i hear a happy song i know it's real, it's real, it's real
i'd died to see you there when we knew i shouldn't care
my heart beat me crazy through the street
then when i climbed the stairs
saw you laughing with him there
sitting pretty as two dripping knives
true lust only exists inside my heart
and in these moments that i'm heartless
life is meaningless and poor
and real, so real
that dragon in my heart is something real
so real, it's real, it's real

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Writer(s): SEAN SAVAGE