I lay down till my head goes numb
Till I tell myself I'm a human now
Not a bed of flowers, nor a poem I love
I'm the firstborn child, I'm the one who must

I'll carry you until I rust
Dead bodies touching my pickups
Need a constant reminder of who I've lost

I pray now, I did not before
Think it's kind of sad that it's come to that
But I can't look back, gotta keep moving forward
Started smoking less, but I'm drinking more

I'll carry you until I rust
I'll carry you until I rust
I'll bury you and breathe in dust

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Writer(s): Gabriel Hendry