This is one called "Losing All"

My brain distorts the pleasure
No facts behind my eyes
This pain I've come to treasure
Being down has become my life

Don't know which one is real
Been kicked in the groin
I drown the way I feel
Though I will to go

Losing all

I'm lord of misery
I'm king of the hill
I'm a broken man of the world
In a state of

My wrists are slit
I'm losing all
Gun at my head
I'm losing all
My bones are broken
I'm losing all
Last time I had
I'm losing all

Losing all

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Writer(s): Pepper Jay Keenan, Philip Anselmo